A HABIT OF COMMUNITY
A song with a catchy little chorus I heard on the radio one
morning on the way to work became stuck in my head. It was very bubblegum,
not very inspired, but sometimes something with a nice rhythm will stick
with you and pop up at odd moments. When one forgets the title of the song
and the rhythm, whenever the song is heard again it feels like a bubblegum
revelation. Who hasn’t recognized something that was once unclear, though?
In grade school, people suddenly recognized that five groups of five is
equivalent to twenty-five, people in their early twenties start to recognize
that if they work hard people give them money or security for more than just
flipping burgers. However, starting to recognize essential parts of daily
life isn’t something particularly independent, or singular. It’s bubblegum
pop. It’s something that sticks to the bottom of your shoe, and you remember
the chorus all day.
I am a student. I’ve been a student for the past eighteen years or so,
and because of this seemingly endless studenthood I’ve read and seen many
esoteric, academic, political, inspiring, and defining things. Because of my
occasional ability to make an analogy with Socrates, Parmenides, or other
philosophers, occasionally I start to think that I am exceptional.
Over the past six or seven weeks, I’ve been going to an office every day.
I’ve been sifting through kilobytes worth of cases to find one bit of
rationale for the crazy argument that some tax refund isn’t a part of a
bankrupt person’s estate, that being morbidly overweight while smoking pot
that gives someone the munchies can actually make one legally incapable of
working, that a threat made to a woman in the presence of a child which the
woman does not take seriously can count as a threat to the woman, and that
not having the paperwork for a land contract means the house is in some
weird, frustrating gray zone of ownership that isn’t worth fighting over.
Each of these incidents was brought to Northwestern Legal Services by
people who are very much individual, but they comprise the community of
Erie, PA. The people all have distinct mannerisms which indicate their
belonging in this big small town. The issues above are all different, but
each issue must be slotted into some sort of legal framework or definition,
and a rule must always be declaimed to be in our clients’ favor. It’s the
ordinary course of business in the office to always be working on how one
plans to argue with another. When the day closes people go home to children,
barbecues, giant dogs who need lots of affection, or other home-type things.
Despite the pattern of always working out how to make a distinct issue
identical to an existing line of reason, each issue is given great
individual care. The attorneys working with these clients would always, by
providing tissues or actively listening, demonstrate individual care to the
intakes. It reminds one of the meaning of “community” as per Webster’s
Dictionary, as a unified body of individuals. Despite the fact that the
problems are all different, the involvement the office has had in giving
people needed aid has made the clients' problems the problems of the office.
It has been impressive to see community. However, it's not something
exclusive to me. I am sure everyone reading this essay finds it significant
to build community and to resolve conflict. The refrain of building
community and helping resolve conflict is one that's been discussed for
centuries, and I can't hope to come up with something innovative in ten
weeks. However, the basic message that I hope sticks with me, like bubblegum
to the bottom of my shoe, is that there are people who are working every day
to build a community in Erie. I can only hope I helped.
This essay is dedicated to the staff of Northwestern Legal Services and
Richard and Debret Haire.